Whimsical me!!!

When my lips can’t speak a mind,

That’s when I want something to hide.

Thoughts that must not come out,

Until it was proven that it isn’t a doubt.

In my heart, agony lies.

It sees a place a thousand miles.

A different air that surrounds me now,

And a different color that covers a vow.

I saw a ribbon of victory

Tied in hope of pretty fantasy

Placed in an untorn stem of blue rose

And settled in a mud from dirty toes.

As I look closer, views are now clear.

Those eyes just pass me and went to others ear.

Mine were echoed by those laughter’s,

Making my big, clear, open eyes blinded.

A stream of merriment were appreciated,

Glimpses of concern were top rated.

Whispers of encouragement were in a high volume,

And the sweet aroma equaled the luxury perfumes.

This might be lined as a fictional love.

The dreamt up ending is now what I have.

Thanks to those seconds still,

Because without those, these lines won’t be reel.

i slipped,i fall for you.

i used your hand to stand up.

i walked well, seeing you are there.

then, i got stumble.

i slipped, again.

i saw your hand holding other’s,

i walked well, as if nothing happened,

now, i am standing still. 

love letter, coming soon!

:P 

i don’t know how to write my heart 

coz every beat it takes is for your part

it keeps on running i cant stop

as i bite my lower lip, my breath laps

cant you just stop appearing on my face?

coz you don’t know this agony in my heart was raised

i don’t want it, its new, very new.

very confusing, makes me tremble, if you only knew.

just stop those dimples appearing if possible

coz i cant stop thinking of you so lovable!

i cant pull the smile in my lips

to hide to you that my heart beat skips

please stop, i dont want to add more confusions.

my mind asks if its true or just illusions

were those treatment was for really just for me

or others were treated the same as free?

i felt it, those lines were sang for me

those requests were asks truthfully.

those praises and admirations, you dedicated.

but this love, yours and i, its so complicated.

i dont want to lose it or to lose you

i dont want to go and leave you like a fool

but i cant stand for what i just noticed and felt

though actions speak much, it makes my heart melt

i cant hold on well to a single glove

especialy if im going to fall so deep inlove

cant you just hold me, both of my hands

so i could help you handle things, so we wont end

break the silence, speak your heart.

in this verses, i’ve done my part.

time might have its own arrows and circles

but i have the rights to be given justice.

i wanna end this verses so beautiful as you

but my heart ask for a reply of truth

you’re intelligent, mature and wise

but i cant do and wont ever do lies.