When my lips can’t speak a mind,
That’s when I want something to hide.
Thoughts that must not come out,
Until it was proven that it isn’t a doubt.
In my heart, agony lies.
It sees a place a thousand miles.
A different air that surrounds me now,
And a different color that covers a vow.
I saw a ribbon of victory
Tied in hope of pretty fantasy
Placed in an untorn stem of blue rose
And settled in a mud from dirty toes.
As I look closer, views are now clear.
Those eyes just pass me and went to others ear.
Mine were echoed by those laughter’s,
Making my big, clear, open eyes blinded.
A stream of merriment were appreciated,
Glimpses of concern were top rated.
Whispers of encouragement were in a high volume,
And the sweet aroma equaled the luxury perfumes.
This might be lined as a fictional love.
The dreamt up ending is now what I have.
Thanks to those seconds still,
Because without those, these lines won’t be reel.
i slipped,i fall for you.
i used your hand to stand up.
i walked well, seeing you are there.
then, i got stumble.
i slipped, again.
i saw your hand holding other’s,
i walked well, as if nothing happened,
now, i am standing still.
love letter, coming soon!
can’t move on…
it is still the best scene of my Mr. Darcy… haha
second to my Mr. Knigthley…. :P
one of my Jane Austen’s favorites!!!
i don’t know how to write my heart
coz every beat it takes is for your part
it keeps on running i cant stop
as i bite my lower lip, my breath laps
cant you just stop appearing on my face?
coz you don’t know this agony in my heart was raised
i don’t want it, its new, very new.
very confusing, makes me tremble, if you only knew.
just stop those dimples appearing if possible
coz i cant stop thinking of you so lovable!
i cant pull the smile in my lips
to hide to you that my heart beat skips
please stop, i dont want to add more confusions.
my mind asks if its true or just illusions
were those treatment was for really just for me
or others were treated the same as free?
i felt it, those lines were sang for me
those requests were asks truthfully.
those praises and admirations, you dedicated.
but this love, yours and i, its so complicated.
i dont want to lose it or to lose you
i dont want to go and leave you like a fool
but i cant stand for what i just noticed and felt
though actions speak much, it makes my heart melt
i cant hold on well to a single glove
especialy if im going to fall so deep inlove
cant you just hold me, both of my hands
so i could help you handle things, so we wont end
break the silence, speak your heart.
in this verses, i’ve done my part.
time might have its own arrows and circles
but i have the rights to be given justice.
i wanna end this verses so beautiful as you
but my heart ask for a reply of truth
you’re intelligent, mature and wise
but i cant do and wont ever do lies.